Sorry that I haven’t posted up in a while. And you must know that if you didn’t hear from mois then you know that something has come up, cause you know I am addicted to putting my ideas and mois out there.

I was reading about Jade Goody’s fight with cancer and it made me wonder if I should go and get myself checked out. I am a self-professed hypochondriac. I live to prove doctor’s wrong and love to bug my doctor about my many ailments. From the age of fourteen I remember going to my doctor and have him give me a look when I booked an emergency appointment for A PIMPLE! I don’t know what was his problem a pimple was emergency for me!

Anyhu, I was sad that day even though I didn’t know her, but I knew her story. No matter what she was human and a mother. A soul. And like many women before her, she humanized this disease and got us talking about it. And then I thought about her soul and wondered if I was cutting my life short. Was I doing my soul justice living how I am living. Am I truly happy and what is happiness? Am I living my life they way I dreamt of when I was a teenager with no responsibilities. I don’t think that my goals have changed much. But, anyways I was in a funk and determined to at least get myself check out.

So I went to the doctor’s and I asked him for a mammogram. And the bitch had the audacity to say to me and not so much ask me-why should I do a mammogram if there is no history of cancer in my family.

WTF???!!!

I said to him I wanted one.

And he gave me a look.

So instead he gave me an ultrasound, but only after I gave him one of my Lucresia Looks(and it ain’t pretty, and normall I use this in the dark when I am pissed if I haven’t climaxed).

Epilogue

So I am sitting at the doctor’s office cause I got a message that I needed to be seen right away. And the man couldn’t even look me in my face when they found two lumps in my breasts.

I let his voice linger.

I let it lingered on because I wanted it to permeate through the air. Did I mention that he couldn’t even look me in my face.

So that is my I have not been in such a writing mood. I don’t even feel like thinking. I don’t even feel like having sex. But, I am still eating. I am always eating. If I had a girlfriend right now, she would be sooo happy that I am in such a feasting mood.

And the moral to this story my pets is too live live to the fullest. Question yourself if you are doing your soul justice in this life. If you don’t like your life make steps to change it. You must. And also, if you ever get a chance….STICK IT TO THE MAN!

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